Entries for April, 2005
| April 14, 2005 |
overdue
yey, im back! yeah, after a long hiatus, i have reconciled again with my lovey-dovey taby(nyahaha)! just got home after watching brownman's gig and since i don't feel like shutting my eyes yet, i might as well update you guys with my oh-so-starry-and-happy(?!) life. I wasn't looking for anyone to be mine A train that wouldn't stop at my station Solitary confinement I didn't know I was looking for love for the past 2 weeks, i wasn't able to refurbish my blog because of 2 main reasons: first is that during the holy week, i made a promise to myself that i would escape the temptation of using the computer as a sacrifice and second is i started my ojt last monday and boy, since then, time did not permit me to check my blog. anyway, i spent my holy week at home, alone(well, not really alone because our house help also stayed home). actually, the original plan of my famille is to go to puerto azul and spend the holy week with my tita and cousins but since i had some things to do, i've decided not to go with them. instead, i stayed home and thought of repenting and achieving bliss at the same time. after all, i need time for myself and reflect on all the things i did. and surprisingly, it worked for me. during those 3 days of solitude, i came to realize that...nah, you guys don't have to know what my realizations were! what's important is that i know what to do now and somehow, i felt inner peace. but that's not all, during the holy week, i fell in love with hugh grant too! would you believe that i watched bridget jones' diary thrice? haha, i was surprised too but i can't help watching(and drooling) hugh grant. blimey, he is sooo bloody gorgeous! and his accent made me think of going to London and snog that gorgeous chap! right. i can't wait for that bloody day! anyway, i also watched gael garcia bernal and diego luna's y tu mama tambien and ay caramba, it was one hell of a film! it was really elucidative and life changing(?!). yeah, you'll be surprised because the film is a bit graphic so better watch it alone! Oh I wonder could I say how I felt A thousand stars came into my system Slap on the map of my heart you landed And now the planets circle around you Until I found you So we built from here with love the foundation Now you're here, there's a full brass band And if you left I would be two-foot small Soundless, boundless, I surround you Until I found you ok, my featured song is EBTG's i didn't know i was looking for love. i just love this song because aside from the lyrics, the tune is laid-back that's why i can play it over and over and not get fed up with it. and of course, it still reminds me of that special person who never fails to complete my day with just a simple "thanks. you too |
" sheessh…I just miss the old times. And him too. I honestly do.
| April 15, 2005 |
stupid colds
i am terribly feeling sick today and i don't wanna go to the office i'll open up my heart, i'll be loving you forever and ever. i'll be part of you, in the way i do, come into my life so i can see... she's a white dove, an angel in disguise, she fell in love with the man but this man won't give back her love so this is her cry, so this is her cry... Moony's coming over to manila on april 23 at Club Halo! i wanna go there but i don't have any company yet so just let me know if you wanna go with me, ok? till next time *thanks meri for the layout. apir! |
. stupid colds! this is my worst nightmare, you know, the feeling of being a pariah because everybody's avoiding you, having stuffy nose and breathing through your mouth...ugh
!sheesssh...if only that's possible, id rather stay home and sleep the whole day! but then, it's not possible. haayy...this is the time which all singletons dread...it is when you desire someone to take care of you because you are terribly ill. this is the time when i should just be lying in bed and somebody's doing all the work for me. awww...quit it! i just hope i'll have a great day
