laughtrip
Posted by starrytrix at 07:12 AM

Another magic day
I wake up in dreams
And when I turn around
you lay right beside me

I smile at everyone
I laugh like a child
And let the hours run
‘cause I know we will be...

right now, i am certain that i am absolutely happy. happy yet discontented. where i am right now is one of the rarest risks i chose to do. honestly, i am not that risky type of person who would impulsively plummet myself into a hole of chaos and get out of it afterwards, acting as if nothing happened.

yup, i am not really like that because i am afraid of the chances that i might get hurt(again) for the nth time.

however, i said i am happy and i really am. ironic as it may seem but that's how i feel. and i'm loving every moment of it.

labo. that's what my friends usually tell me whenever i ask their opinion about what im going through right now. call me a masochist(because it's probably one of the best words to describe me) but i'd rather get myself hurt than to have not tried at all.(to be continued...)
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3 cakes and a special text
Posted by starrytrix at 12:12 PM

yey, im back! after 9 days of hiatus(according to kassey), i am here again to divvy up my exploits and sentiments in life! so there, i celebrated my birthday last march 9 and boy, i had so much fun! at first, i thought that it will just be an ordinary day because nothing exceptional happened the day before so i wasn't expecting anything surprising or melodramatic to happen on the day itself. And besides, i already got disappointed last tuesday night because of some failed expectations(ahh, chest pains!) id rather forget. and so, my day started normally, except that i got a lot of text messages(birthday greetings to be specific) from the moment i woke up. well, that made me feel oh-so special because i never expected such greetings. actually, i was quite oversensitive(must be the crazy hormones) that day. i wanted everything to be special because you only get to celebrate your birthday once a year! and i have this fetish for cakes whenever there are celebrations so i demanded(see, i turned on my diva mode!) a cake from my mom. then i went to abi's place and met up with the rest of peer pressure for our project. i received more text messages and one distinct text from a very special person completed my day! yey, he remembered. after that, i went to church and attended the thanksgiving mass for my birthday. and when i got home, i was surprised to see that i have 3 cakes! hehe, it might sound a lil shallow but seeing those 3 cakes gave me a wide smile and it lingered for a long time(my jaws were even hurt!). thanks to my mom, to sir dante and sir bistek for the yummy cakes! after that, my family and i headed to the posh Gateway mall and ate dinner at Burgoo's. So, that's how my birthday went and im pretty sure there'll still be some post-birthday celebrations so i'll update you guys til then!

anyway, i would like to thank(this entry is more of a thank you portion) some people for making my natal day an über special one!

1. lili(for always being with me) and madz- i miss all the starbucks days girls! thanks for hanging-out with me the day before

2. dek- i know we lost communication(she lost her fone)but still, she made ways to call me up and greet me and that really touched my heart(nyahaha)

3. elyan and caila- they called me up at excatly 12am and welcomed my birthday with their greetings

4. peer pressure- my new-found girl friends(hehe)! though it was a working day for us(we worked on the catalogue), we had so much stories to talk about and even more laughter to belt out

5. for that special person whose text made my day complete and even more execptional, thanks a lot! oh lurve...

4. and for all those who greeted me whether in advance or belated, those who called or text(ed?), through friendster or e-mail, thanks for remembering! i lurve you all!

pol.dy madness
Posted by starrytrix at 04:10 PM

finals are over and i should be celebrating. but im not. actually, i can't. yet.

yeah, i can't jubilate yet because i have to know first if i passed political dynamics or not. you see, pol.dy's been the hardest subject i took this semester. and that's hard in every sense of the word! we had to read 2-3 readings every meeting and each reading consists of 30-40 pages. so that's 35X3=105! and of course, you cannot just browse through the pages because you have to understand every word to get the gist of each topic. wait...what the hell am i talking about?! i shouldn't be talking about pol.dy because it caused me so much agony and anxiety! talk about stress. actually, i was feeling nauseous when i took the exam. as in, i felt a heavy load on my head and i thought that i was going to collapse anytime. abi even told me that i was so red after we finished answering. that's how weak i felt during the exam. stress to the nth level=pol.dy! haay...i just hope I’ll pass this subject. Kahit tres lang ok na. Haaayy…

anyway, as a consolation, meri,koie,abi and I headed to mister kabab for some chow because all the studying and pressure starved us! The place was packed when we got there so we had to wait for a few minutes for our table. I was still feeling queasy and abi and meri kept joking about it. When we finally got our table, I ordered for my usual sizzling keema and bread(which was hard to chew according to meri and koie) fix. we also oredered some ox brain to satisfy our curiousity. well, it tasted ok, more like the yellow part of a balut. we even joked that had we eaten ox brain before taking the exams, we might have answered all the questions! after our filling dinner, we went to kaffe carabana and drank a few rounds of strong ice. abi,meri and koie liked the place because of the cozy ambiance. you can actually laze on the plush couches and get cozy with your amore!(though that was only applicable to lovers meri and koie!) the place is owned by judy ann santos that's why don't be surprised if you'd see her posters and pictures around the place. abi even joked about the krystala poster which was placed near the wash room. how i wish i don't have any worries that would interfere with my gimiks because it really bothers me. even if we were having fun(you see, i really tried my best(est) to temporarily forget about the pol.dy thing), i just can't get over the thought that i might fail pol.dy! waahh!!! please pray for me people!