gloomy wednesday
Posted by starrytrix at 07:19 PM

this is my first entry in my blog and it should be a happy one. it should be something about how excited i am for my very first blog, the new year, etc...

but then it's the other way around and im really, really sad today. really.

kala ko naman, everything's going ok na. mali nanaman pala ako. nakakainis kasi i was expecting something good to happen this day but instead, i got disappointed. sabi ni lili, ok lang daw yun. i should wait for bigger and better things to come na lang. and i deserve someone na mas ok. labo talaga, i can't understand why did it all happen. kung kelan naman everything's turning pink, suddenly, everything went gray again. kaasar talaga.

*thanks meri for the very starry layout. apir!
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is the juice worth the squeeze?
Posted by starrytrix at 12:09 AM

i'm still feeling a little depressed today because of what happened yesterday. yup, may hang-over pa nga ako kasi di pa rin nag-sisink in yung lahat ng nangyari. at thursday pa ngayon which means doomsday na naman dahil may quiz sa pol. dy. nakakainis kasi kahit anong pilit kong magbasa, wala talagang pumapasok sa utak ko because i'm still dwelling on what happened. its's a good thing though, i was able to get a guy's point of view regarding the thing. thanks to my good buddy, he gave me pieces of advice and tolerated my "diva" mood last night.

i just hope everything will be ok tomorrow because everything and everyone gets affected by my gloomy mood. grrr...sana talaga ok na!
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too much cliche
Posted by starrytrix at 10:27 AM

in some sense, totoo nga yung "there's a light at the end of the tunnel", "the sun will shine after the rain", at kung ano-ano pang ek-ek. nakakatawa lang isipin na kung kelan naman akala mo eh end of the world na, bigla ka na lang magkakaron ulit ng hope kasi something surprisingly good happened.

after all my glum and forlorn, i suddenly realized na its about time for me to get over the crap and move on. and to start it off, i watched a movie(instead of studying for art app.) to deviate myself from further wallowing. i know napaka-cliche ng pinagagawa ko pero what the hell, it made me feel good! ayun na nga, i watched brittany murphy's new movie "the little black book"(don't ask how i got a copy). the movie was ok, it had a different twist unlike the typical chick flicks and naka-relate ako sa story kasi in some instances, pareho yung ginagawa namin ni Stacy(Brittany). For all the confused beings out there, specifically the female species, try to watch this.

so there, that made my friday a little better. after watching, i went to school for the make-up class(na sablay). "sayang sa uniform", sabi ni abby. oo nga, sayang kaya i called some of my ever-reliable hs friends para mag-coffee. good thing, jara and her sibs were available so we met up at soon-to-be "posh" araneta center(grabe, it was a major overhaul for cubao!). so ayun, after a few chismis and kalaitan, we decided to go to eastwood instead. so there, we ate at Jack's Loft at nag-chismisan ulit. buti na lang i have friends na willing akong samahan in desperate times. then, somebody showed up and the rest was history.

it really makes me wonder how some people changes one's mood just by their mere presence. i was down and desperate for 2 days then it all changed the moment he showed up. i know napaka-cliche nanaman nito pero that's what happened. its fuuny kasi sometimes, kung sino pa yung cause ng depression mo eh sya rin yung makakapagpasaya sayo. so pano ka naman makakapag-move on from all the crap di ba kung sha din yung kailangan mo?
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numb
Posted by starrytrix at 09:55 AM

Main Entry: in·sen·si·tive
Pronunciation: (")in-'sen(t)-s(&-)tiv
Function: adjective
1 a : not responsive or susceptible b : lacking feeling or tact
2 : not physically or chemically sensitive
Synonyms INSENSIBLE 5, anesthetic, bloodless, dull, hard, impassible, insensate, rocky
Related Word aloof, incurious, indifferent, unconcerned
Contrasted Words compassionate, responsive, tender
Antonyms sensitive
2
Synonyms NUMB 1, anesthetized, asleep, benumbed, dead, deadened, insensible, numbed, senseless, unfeeling
Antonyms sensitive
3
Synonyms INSUSCEPTIBLE, impassive, insentient, unimpressible, unimpressionable, unresponsive, unsusceptible
(merriam-webster)

hay...bakit nga ba may mga taong insensitive? sabi nga ni jan arden(insensitive), by the "vagueness in your eyes and your casual goodbyes..." tapos dinagdag pa ni lili, ganon talaga! eh bakit naman ganon?! nakakaasar. hay...
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football sunday
Posted by starrytrix at 08:30 PM

football sunday! yeah, im back with the pep squad after a long break(caused by the pressure and demands of my major!). it's been a while since the last time i attended a game and man, i surely miss it! all the drums and snares and the patawa-and-walang-kwentang cheers of my ever-makulit na mga ka-pep. grabe, kakamiss din talaga yung kakulitan ng mga mokong! it's a good thing na mag-attend din ng games because at least, na-dedeviate yung attention ko sa mga ibang bagay and nakakarelax din. lalo na yung last week dahil may cute na kid(pero mas cute yung dad!) na nakikipalo ng drums. sarap din mag-observe ng mga people dun sa ateneo. lalo na pag may ibang pep na present, hehe portion time at its finest! nakakaaliw talaga. that's why i'm looking forward to more football games this season!



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how to make a starrytrix
Posted by starrytrix at 07:09 PM

How to make a starrytrix

Ingredients: 3 parts success 3 parts ambition 1 part joy

Method: Blend at a low speed for 30 seconds. Top it off with a sprinkle of sadness and enjoy!